My small world is not complecated but full of my foolish mistakes and stained with dirty faults. Nowadays I am struggling againt my past time I have lived that is in such darkness. With this, I may sound a bit weird.
I am not a criminal or an offender.
Frankly I was suffering from serious depression. It is something awkward.
No symptom visible, looking normal, but there are troubles and confusion unexplainable inside.
In my case, the things surrounded me laid a guilt trip on me, and I was too weak to stand the kind of stress. A slight mistake such as spilting milk, or waking up late came heavier than its weight. Being abssed about 'to do', I usually was frustrated and desperated inside my crooked world. I was wandering here and there inside, whereas looked just a little unique only.
To get out of the darkness was another'to do'. I went to see a shrink, and took pills. They are not so helpful, but a
marriage was decisively helped me. I could overcome the problems. Not completely but anyway t
hrough a marriage I could find a way to relax and I am living in a partial light.
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