I&aposm writing a diary after a long time. I felt embarrassed when I joined social club this afternoon. I met someone who is good at speaking English. It feels like I&aposm getting smaller in front of the people. We were talking about what to do this Saterday. The teacher gave us the mission that you should use &aposwill&apos when you talk with your partner. I talked with partner, who is really good at speaking. I said that I will go to Kwangju. Because the day is my uncle&aposs 60th birthday. So my husband and I will go there by bus. The bus stop is close to my home that I can go there easily. He said that his family will gather at home for dinner and then they will eat together. He also said there is no reason why family members gather. After social club I took the CC. It means complementary class. I made some mistakes during the class. I felt bad. I hope I&aposm getting better and better everyday. But I sometimes can&apost realize I&aposm getting better in English. So I don&apost know how to study English. The book I read the other day says you don&apost have to feel nervous although your English skill doesn&apost improve. If you study over and over, you must have a good ability. I totally agree his opinion. But It felt nervous. I can write down that I want to express, but it&aposs hard to speak English to someone who speaks English. However Steven jobs said marking a dot is very important, if you mark a dot everyday, the dot will make a line. I marked a dot today eventhough I felt embarrassed while speaking. It makes me feel better someday.